Suicide isn't cowardly. I'll tell you what is cowardly; treating people so badly that they want to end their lives- Ashley Purdy

Monday, April 28, 2014

NEW SCHOOL!!! 😱

     Today I finally started school in Los Angeles. Omahjesus lord was I terrified. I was ok at first I woke up all hyper thinking today I would just receive my schedule and done go home but nope, it didn't go that way at all. Once my dad and my aunt got to the school we spent a whole hour talking to an assistant helping us with the papers. Random teachers would come and check them themselves. After  a while they both had to leave and left me there, I would start my classes as soon as I got my classes.  
     The lady sent me to room N305. She said go straight, go on the stairs make a left go on stairs make a left and go all the way straight. Yea no I was lost. I found a student walking a around and I asked him if he new where the room was. He said he didn't know the school that well either because he was new as well. He ended up getting lost with me and we went around the whole school. Not so well already. When we got to the class there was no one there! I was about to cry. XD but the same lady came out of nowhere and said "He's not there is he? Yea, just go down these stairs right here and go down and make a left and you'll find another counseling office." So he took me. And dropped me of  in some class. I waited there and waited and waited. Later I talked with some other counselor called my counselor and he came but I had to go to lunch first. 
     Luckily my cousin goes to that school I found her during lunch and met her friend Alma. YAY :D 
     I went back and he had my classes ready. He didn't show me the way to class he just explained how the N stood for north and s stood for south and my class would be on the other side on the 3 floor. Yup that's it. I went on my way. 
     At this moment I am now standing outside the door for my 4th period class. I was not able to knock on the door for almost 10 minutes. I was so close to running away forever. 
 But no that wasn't an option. I tried the handle but it was locked. I knocked and they opened. I took a deep breath and walked inside. The teacher received me and sat me down. I could already hear mumbling from all the students around me. My face got red I felt myself sweat. He said "What school do you come from?" 
"Orange" I replied to him.
"Orange? As In the color? Like is there also a school called green?" The class laughed. I got even more red. I was so confused there was a kid who sat next to me who kept making clicking noices with his mouth and laughing and the two girls next to me where always cracking up. I couldn't concentrate at all. 
     Then was 5th period. It wasn't that bad, but right away I could tell that the people from this school were nothing compared to everyone in my district. They all had something different. Bad vibes? 6th period the teacher was angry which scared me. And two guys kept on staring at me. I felt so left out and alone. Throughout the whole time I was just saying what the hell in my head. I don't think I want to go back. 
-Maggie-


Sunday, April 27, 2014

Well hello blogspot. :)

     Ahem. Hello world of blogspot people. haha. Sorry im kinda new to this /.\ but ill get used to it :)
     I started writing because ever since i can remember my sister would always be writing on her's. She would make me read it but me being a little girl that i was, was never interested in this kind of stuff. Plus it was hard to know what was what throughout all those words i saw. Does that make sence? :P btw cx sakurannie.blogspot is were you can find my sister. Shes way better at this than me.
     Well i want to start by telling you guys who i am. My name is Maggie Rodriguez and im a 15 year old girl. :) I honestly dont have anything that i consider favorite. BUT. I like the colors green and black. I love food just saying. :) and im 5'1 in height. Yup im short.
      My both parents are divorcsd. My mom lives in texas and my dad, well who knows. My sister is a 20 year old woman who is happily married and im still waiting for her to have a child. I just recently moved out of my house. I was living with father but he kicked me out. I am now livng with my cousin. Which kinda makes want to start writing also. A new life is about to unfold.
     I want to apologize, i am using a crappy little phone so i cant see what im writing and wont let me post and pictures. Yup Im waiting to get my Ipad back from father.


-Maggie-